Have I Spoken too Soon?

Paranoia has set in. I have a job...and now I'm freaking because I don't trust these people enough yet to know that they have to take some steps in order for my Temporary Teaching certificate to go through. I need, really need, something that is for real...and something that will help me get my permanant license. If something blows up with this, not only will I be back to square one...

...but I just might be in the world of unemployment because I've already basically turned in my resignation at Isle of Faith. I haven't given the written resignation, but she knows I'm going. So dear God, I hope something doesn't fall through. In all logical-ness, it shouldn't...I told these guys up front I was "elible for temporary teaching certification." I even think their advertisement might have said they want someone to teach who was "certified" or "certifiable". That latter category is me. I probably shouldn't be worried.

So WHY AM I??? I hate uncertainty, especially when I'm this close to being set on course to where I want to be. Maybe that's just it...I don't believe it yet. That's probably a bad thing, I should probably be having faith that it will all work out just fine. But I'm human, after all, and after fighting for this for so long it's hard to believe it even still...