Feeling Small
There are probably a thousand things I'd like to say right now. But first off, I'm pretty sure everyone is tired of hearing it and wishing I'd get over everything already. And secondly, I'm really feeling my problems and issues are fairly insignificant in the grand spectrum of things...
...but dammit, that doesn't make them hurt any less. I'm tired of shaking my fist at the world and screaming that life's not fair. I'd like something to throw, something to hit, something to make this anger and depression just go away. I feel small and stupid for feeling this low about a stupid job and a place I'm living. I mean, what the hell? Neither is permanant. And with that, I'm pretty much out of things to say, at least for the moment.
And if this blog makes no sense, sorry...and sorry for being such a whiner about some really rather lame and mundane things...
...but dammit, that doesn't make them hurt any less. I'm tired of shaking my fist at the world and screaming that life's not fair. I'd like something to throw, something to hit, something to make this anger and depression just go away. I feel small and stupid for feeling this low about a stupid job and a place I'm living. I mean, what the hell? Neither is permanant. And with that, I'm pretty much out of things to say, at least for the moment.
And if this blog makes no sense, sorry...and sorry for being such a whiner about some really rather lame and mundane things...
posted by StargazerGirl at 11:48 PM
3 Comments:
ha. You know, I just stumbled upon this, but it's funny. I just was humbled and realised....I have life great. You think life sucks right now. I think life sucks right now. But why? You get a house, and you have a job! I have a house with view....but a job that practically kills my brain cells. You just made me realise....my life is all right. Thanks.
Steph, was that supposed to be inspiring or sarcastic? Because, man, I don't know if I'd use the word "funny" in a post about how much somebody else's life sucks.
Incidentally, SGG, keep your chin up. As I have told you before: Closed doors, open windows. Where you want to be is not always where you need to be, and the Big Guy Upstairs is the only one who can make that judgment call.
And no matter where you go or what you do, we (your friends) are going to be down here holding the net so you don't hit the ground. Promise.
honestly, sometimes i want to sink my nails into another living thing..
hang in there.
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